28/10/2009- sharadin upto 9.00pm

aj 28 october 2009. ami shokal ghum theke uthe onnano diner moto katalam. but aj ek amar friend khoob early bashai ashlo. or sathe time kataite kataite 12 beje gelo. then electricity o chole gele o ajaner age bashai chole gelo. o jaoar pore ami ar amar cousin. Naim bhaia mile gaan shunte thik tokhon e baba ghore ek uncle nie ashlo. tara kotha bolle amara chole gelam. then ami ar arek cousin dipu ke niye faijlami korlam. dipuke ajkeo ami betha disi. then ami jokhon gosol korte gelam ekta number theke amake naki misscall ditesilo. ta abar baba kheal korlo. and handset ta rekhe dilo. bollo ke jani onek gula miss call dilo. ami jokhon 01920161512 number ta dekhlam kisuta china china laglo. but ami oi number e thik 2.30pm e call korlam. ekta meye dhorlo. ask korlo kon jaiga then she call kete dilo. she kintu 2.29pm porjonto call ditesilo. then ami tare bollam eita kahtak bagan she thik ase bole rekhe dilo. amar ar bhujte baki roilo i am in challenge. so ami ar oi number e second time misscall porjonto dei nai. karon i have to survive with this challenge. ta ajke o sharadin and ekhono tar kotha e mone portese. but ami ki korbo bhujtesi na. o ki ar amake call korbe na?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
ami ar ekta kaj korlam ja ami er age kokhono o kori nai. ami robin bhaia er jonno amar ek friend er kase tk loan chailam. ja ami nijer jonno o kori nai. ekhon nijer kase kharap lagtese. keo ki amake bolte paro ami kaj ta thik korsi naki?????????
ekhon ei porjontoi thak. pore kotha hobe..........................

28/10/2009 3rd rat 12.00 am

eito kisukhon age ami oshin ke congrats janalam tar rajshahi uni te chance paoar jonno. but ami jani na result ta ki thik na bhul. but she ekhono amar congrats er reply dei nai. ami ajke romit er sathe onek khon kotha. oh bola hoi nai. romit o kinut kawsar er motoi amar close friend. but he amar chacha hoi. but amra same age. aj romit er kosto er kothao shunlam. tar upor tar baba khoob raag. tai he eita nie tense. oi kotha bolte bolte abar shei onshin proshongo. but ekta jinish kheal korsi jokhon ami amar friend er sathe kon pvt kotha jai tokhon keo na keo eshe disturb kore. but or sathe ajke khoob serious vabe kotha bolsi. o ek e kotha je kotha ami oder shunatam. but jai hok at last game khelar pore o amake bollo kisudin oshin er sathe meeting korte. tahole kisu ekta hoite pare. but oshin to ekhono amar sathe contact e korlo na. ami jani na amar ki holo. ekhon baje 12.05 am. notun din . ekhono amar chokhc ghum ashtese na. tar main karon holo ami aj bikalke app 1 hour ghumaisilam. ekono oshin er kothai chinta kortesi. ar chinta kori ki hote ki holo. age er boro hoeo or ami or year mate. ja amake ekhon tenseion e falaia dise. ta emom keo ase je amake ei kosto theke dhur korte parbe. ajke ami ki korbo. ekhon shudu okei dekhte mon chaitese. ja impossible. keo ki bolte paro etai ki dustumir result. ami ja chai nai. jake niye ami vabi nai. ekhon tar kotha amar mathai ghurtese. i think i fall in love with Oshin . but its one side love. oh ajke to ekta kothai bolte mone ajke Amader bangladesh cricket team Zimbabwe er sathe 5 wickets harse. eitao kintu ekta koster kotha. ami eto kosto er maje o ekta moja paitisi amar koste amar ami karo sathe share korte pari na. actually pari but temon na. tai to ami ekhon ei bloging er help nilam. jeikhane shudu ami e bole jabo ar tui shudu shnei jabi. tui e o ki amar sathe contact korbe. ami jani na ki kore ami eto weak hoe porlam. plz tui kisu ekta kor naile bol. ami to mone hoi shesh. ami jani eita ekta moho. but how can i remove this attraction power????????????????????????????? ekhon shudu ektai kotha bolte mon chai " ar jai korbo kono meye ke niye emon kono comments korbo na jate nijeke pochtate hoi......plz tomra keo amamke bachao......................................................

27/10/2009-2nd dupur

aj shara din temon special kisui e hoi nai. ekhon porjonto temon kisui hoi nai. but aj keo kawsar jokhon onnanno diner moto bashai ashlo tokhon or sathe golpo korte valoi lagtesilo. o amake selfish mone kore. ami jani na keno. or shudu ektai kotha or sathe kothao na gelei ami selfish. but amio chai sharadin ghure berate. but ami ore ami onek koste convence korsi jodi ami oshin er sahe dekha kori tahole ami ore niye jabo. ekhon ei porjonoit thak. rate bakita likhbo with rater kahini

27/10/2009

Aj ker shokal ta silo amar kase onno rokom. jani na keno. but aj ghum theke uthei gotokaler kotha mathai ghurte laglo. ami ekhono or kotha chinta korsi. Ami ki parbo ore joy korte. but or je logic sheitao fele deoar moto na. but i dont know gotokaler por keno ami emon hoe asi. aj ami college e jaoar shomoy o or kotha chinta korte korte gelam. ekta kotha ajke kintu ami ore shokal theke phone kori nai. but ajke rat 2 tar ag porjonto try korsi. sms pathaisi. but kono reply pai nai. ja amar vitor rag ta ro barie dei. at last aj shokal theke jokhon chinta korte silam phone korbo korbo kina. ei korte korte ami ok aj dupur 12.07 pm e jokhon korlam. tokhon o kotha bolte ektu hesitae feel korte silo karon or bon or ma pashe silo. but she gave me the answer. jokhon ami take bollam take gotokal khoob shundor lagtesilo. tokhon o thanks bollo. but ami oke shudu eita bolsi o amake knock na korle ami oke ar phone korbo na. o bolse je korbe. but still now ami ar take miss call dei nai. ke jane ar call dibo naki. but ami or sathe abar dekha korboi. any how.

SECOND MEET WITH ESCITEMENT

Obosheshe 26 october 2009 e ashlo amar jiobner shea time.....with a girl. kinut ksoter bepar holo or sathe 1 ghonta kotha bolar poreo oi meyeke manage korte parlam na. But oi meye ke ami moner ojantei valobeshe felesilam. but ajker ei bikal 5.30pm jokhon or sathe dekha korbo asha koresilam hoito kisu ghotbe. ei dinami ar o ekta jinish korlam ja ami kokhono kolpona o kori nai. ekta meyer sathe 1 ghonta ek place dairai kotha bola. ei kotha likhar shomoy o amar hat paa kaptesilo. ami jani ki emon hoilo je aj amar emon lagtese. ami jani ami kokhono ore pabo na. but keno jani Oshin ke khoob valobashte ichche hoitese. Ei topic likhar modhdho diye ami amr life er bloging shuru korlam. mojar bishoy holo ami ar oi meye kintu friend na. but or sathe amar kotha gulu emon hoi je mone hoi o amake onek like kore. ami aj first kono meyer sathe raag hoilam. but she oita normally nise. ami je emon korte parbo ami jantam na. asha kori o ekta valo stablish sele pabe je kina amar kas theke valo hobe. Oshin er sathe 1st meet e amar kotha hoisilo matro 2 minutes tao runnign obostai. but aj jokhon o nijey theke ajke dekha korbe. ja vabi nai. but o bolsilo 2 din pore dekha korbe. aj ami eto khushi silam je shobai amake niye fajlami kora shuru korsilo. ami jani ami ja kore ta matro olpo shomy er jonno . kintu ki korbo ami je emon e. aj ar noy or kas theke ashar pore ami ar ok e phone diye pai ni. ekhono try kortesi. asha kori o amake sms e reply dibe............
aj ar noi
kalker jonno kotha baki rakhlam