28/10/2009 3rd rat 12.00 am

eito kisukhon age ami oshin ke congrats janalam tar rajshahi uni te chance paoar jonno. but ami jani na result ta ki thik na bhul. but she ekhono amar congrats er reply dei nai. ami ajke romit er sathe onek khon kotha. oh bola hoi nai. romit o kinut kawsar er motoi amar close friend. but he amar chacha hoi. but amra same age. aj romit er kosto er kothao shunlam. tar upor tar baba khoob raag. tai he eita nie tense. oi kotha bolte bolte abar shei onshin proshongo. but ekta jinish kheal korsi jokhon ami amar friend er sathe kon pvt kotha jai tokhon keo na keo eshe disturb kore. but or sathe ajke khoob serious vabe kotha bolsi. o ek e kotha je kotha ami oder shunatam. but jai hok at last game khelar pore o amake bollo kisudin oshin er sathe meeting korte. tahole kisu ekta hoite pare. but oshin to ekhono amar sathe contact e korlo na. ami jani na amar ki holo. ekhon baje 12.05 am. notun din . ekhono amar chokhc ghum ashtese na. tar main karon holo ami aj bikalke app 1 hour ghumaisilam. ekono oshin er kothai chinta kortesi. ar chinta kori ki hote ki holo. age er boro hoeo or ami or year mate. ja amake ekhon tenseion e falaia dise. ta emom keo ase je amake ei kosto theke dhur korte parbe. ajke ami ki korbo. ekhon shudu okei dekhte mon chaitese. ja impossible. keo ki bolte paro etai ki dustumir result. ami ja chai nai. jake niye ami vabi nai. ekhon tar kotha amar mathai ghurtese. i think i fall in love with Oshin . but its one side love. oh ajke to ekta kothai bolte mone ajke Amader bangladesh cricket team Zimbabwe er sathe 5 wickets harse. eitao kintu ekta koster kotha. ami eto kosto er maje o ekta moja paitisi amar koste amar ami karo sathe share korte pari na. actually pari but temon na. tai to ami ekhon ei bloging er help nilam. jeikhane shudu ami e bole jabo ar tui shudu shnei jabi. tui e o ki amar sathe contact korbe. ami jani na ki kore ami eto weak hoe porlam. plz tui kisu ekta kor naile bol. ami to mone hoi shesh. ami jani eita ekta moho. but how can i remove this attraction power????????????????????????????? ekhon shudu ektai kotha bolte mon chai " ar jai korbo kono meye ke niye emon kono comments korbo na jate nijeke pochtate hoi......plz tomra keo amamke bachao......................................................